Hello you ! Hope everyone is feeling alright. It was such a busy month. Felt like a roller coaster, emotions were all over the place. Maybe I shouldn't be too honest on what I've did and post it up here. It did have some consequences. I'll just make it clear here yea, I'm not inviting anyone to do anything at all. So please do not think otherwise. Especially if you're someone that knows me personally. It's really awkward and I will definitely push you even further away or co

Hello everyone ! Small update here, just wanted to share something. Before this post, I did rant about not getting flowers.. But guess what? Someone actually ended up gifting me one. I'm really really thankful. I didn't felt left out anymore and I love the roses. And I also did mention March may be the month where I'd be debt free. But I guess I was a little too optimistic. I had to sacrifice way too much on my quality of life to make that possible. Looking at it realist

Helo everyone! Like wow this month is packed. There's Valentines day and Chinese new year. I have no date so... flowers is not a thing for me. I would love to be gifted or given a flower.. working and watching couples the entire day was so torturing. I regret working on that shift. I'm just being petty don't mind me For those who got their confession out, I'm happy for you ! And hope it turns out well. Chinese new year is here too. Family reunion and gathering all over the pl

Finally ! It's 2026. Looking back, time really flew by. This all started on 9gag. Where my curiosity got the hold of me and led me down a messy road. Along with the debt and medical bills, I had to survive in a place where I was truly alone. Pushed and shoved away from all my used to be friends. People tried to befriend me for their own interest. It is really crazy how I made it all the way through and now, there's a glimmer of hope. I can really see it all going away soo

Month is going okay so far.. Hopefully it goes that way till the end. I've said before that I'll be as open and transparent as I can be, so I'll do just that. I've always wondered and tried to imagine how it'll feel like to have sex honestly. And by that, I mean being penetrated. I've only had sex with another girl before and I doubt its the same feeling with dildos or vibrators. It's been in my head for a very very long time now.. I'll also be sharing something about me. If

Well hello ! It's been quite some time. I really appreciate messages and emails coming in showing your concern for me. Honestly really thought people would've lost interest for a long time. But I really do appreciate the small few that took in the effort to convey some messages to me. As of now when I'm typing this out, am currently having fever and flu. But that's not why I haven't been updating here. Mentally yes, I've been really overwhelmed. Trying to understand what

Month of my birthday. It's been quite a downhill actually. Nothing been going smoothly for me and I'm not going to convince myself...

Will be a short post. I honestly think I'm quite the complicated person. Unsure whether I'm feeling happy at times or just trying to...

Had plans to post this earlier but I got way too busy.. Wouldn't say anything eventful had happened. It's mostly been work and just that....

It's June! Just have to endure roughly half a year more for most of my troubles to hopefully end. I've been having lots and lots of mood...

Hey there blog, thought I'd do a quick update. Been really stressed lately. Mood is down, physically weak and mentally drained. Maybe...

Intended to post something during March.. But it got a little too busy and frankly stressed. Ended up getting a small loan from the bank...

This will be a long one.. I'm sorry Give the song a try! It's quite comforting. You can look at the lyrics to understand. People did...

Thinking ahead.. When I eventually do clear my debt away and I'm financially more secure and stable, I realized I don't really have much...

Going forward, this blog will probably just be my personal diary. If you're here expecting for more, I'm really sorry. Speaking of...

Thought I'd want to recap my entire memory on this blog. Was once curious on how people would see me online. Started to tease people...

Hey everyone, it's been quite some time. I am still alive if people still do remember me. To answer the question, no , I'm not making a...