The entire journey

Thought I'd want to recap my entire memory on this blog. Was once curious on how people would see me online. Started to tease people online. Started to enjoy the attention. Started to crave for the attention. Ended up revealing myself off too much. It wasn't an issue up to a certain point. Until I got exposed by my then "close" friends. Word got out way too quick among my friends and their friends.

Random phone calls, slut shaming and everything all came at once. Not to forget the blackmails

Bunch of creeps started to chat with me. My address got leaked My phone number got leaked My siblings got involved in the mix of this With how dumb I was, I gave in to one blackmail for some pictures and videos. Only then I realized I should've ghosted in the first place as it'll never end the more I gave in. Police got involved with this as my siblings were affected. Along with this mix, my mother was admitted to the hospital. And not long after, left me and my siblings here. Mountain of debts and bills that had to be dealt with. Severe depression and anxiety Developed a huge sense of insecurity Developed a huge lack of trust with people Unable to trust people around me Dissociated with almost EVERYONE that I knew Suicide was a thought that was on a constant basis. Yet I couldn't, as my siblings are still around. Honest to god, if they're not around. I'm long gone. Not long after, this blog was eventually shut-down.

It's still surprising that I'm still around really. I really hope everyone would cherish the life that you're having right now. Your family, your friends. And simply, just enjoy life. As long as you're trying, someway, somehow, things will eventually turn. That's my belief anyways. The story was quite simplified and cut short. But I figured that's enough to have an understanding of what happened thus far. Thank you for being part of my memory. I'm talking about you, the one reading this and those who were here before. - Jaslyn