Future

Thinking ahead.. When I eventually do clear my debt away and I'm financially more secure and stable, I realized I don't really have much ambitions or aspirations in life. It had always been a thing where it's really way too far in the future, or rather, a little unrealistic to even be thinking of at the point of time. So I sat down and actually took some time to gather a small list of things. The list

• Travelling Still have no place in mind.. Just the idea of travelling is something near impossible years ago.
  

• Luxury Goods

  Finally buying myself expensive bags, clothes or even food. I want to be able to feel accomplished.

• Volunteering

  Want to be able to impact someone's life in a positive manner. Especially those who are in similar situations as me.
  

• Gardening

  Would want to have my own garden. Something about growing something from the root and watching it progress slowly with care and love would make my day better.

• A love life Despite my huge trust issues. Would really love to be able to resonate with someone. I do crave touch and affection afterall.

There's more but, I figured this could be a start to not make my future so dark and gloomy. Again, this is if everything goes well throughout the months or possibly years. With all that being said, I've decided to re-open the donation tab. As I've already said to be as honest as I can now. I want to be able to eat proper meals. At least two proper meals per day. Cutting meals to make ends meet has been a norm and eventually I'd want it to stop. So I'll be as shameless as I can as I've really got nothing else to lose from this blog. If you're willing, and only able to without troubling yourself, I'd appreciate any and all donations. Truth be told, I didn't receive all that much before in the old blog and I'm not expecting a whole lot either. If it so happens to be, I'll be really grateful for it. - Jaslyn