Quite enjoyed myself here. Maybe due to all the pent up stress Slightly wishing someone would've seen me and did something

Well hello ! It's been quite some time. I really appreciate messages and emails coming in showing your concern for me. Honestly really thought people would've lost interest for a long time. But I really do appreciate the small few that took in the effort to convey some messages to me. As of now when I'm typing this out, am currently having fever and flu. But that's not why I haven't been updating here. Mentally yes, I've been really overwhelmed. Trying to understand what I really want...

Month of my birthday. It's been quite a downhill actually. Nothing been going smoothly for me and I'm not going to convince myself...